“Good Job. I’ll Buy You Toys for That.”
The crack across our new television ran from the bottom left corner almost all the way to the top.
For a few seconds, nobody in my living room said anything.
A soccer ball rested underneath the coffee table. My six-year-old nephew, Sam, stood beside the couch with both hands pressed against his stomach. His four-year-old brother, Wyatt, had already started crying.
Behind them, our brand-new 85-inch television looked like someone had drawn a black spiderweb across the screen.
My husband, Nick, stared at it.
“Guys,” he finally said. “What happened?”
Sam looked at his mother.
That should have been the first thing I noticed.
Instead, I was staring at the television we’d spent nearly $2,000 on after saving for six months.
Rachel, Nick’s older sister, hurried into the room behind us and immediately put an arm around Wyatt.
“It was an accident,” she said.
“We told them the soccer ball stays outside,” Nick replied.
His voice wasn’t loud. That was probably the only reason the boys weren’t more frightened than they already were.
Rachel rubbed Wyatt’s shoulder.
“They’re little kids, Nick. Things happen.”
I walked closer to the TV and touched the edge of the screen. When I pressed the power button, half the display stayed black while jagged purple lines appeared across the other half.
There wasn’t going to be any fixing it.
Nick exhaled and looked at his sister.
“Rachel, we bought this three weeks ago.”
“Okay?”
“Okay?” I repeated.
She looked at me as though my tone were the problem.
“Candace, what do you want me to say? I’m sorry it happened, obviously. But you can’t put a two-thousand-dollar television in a room full of children and then act shocked when something gets broken.”
I turned toward her.
“This is our living room.”
“Exactly. And you invited children into it.”
Nick’s expression changed.
“Don’t do that.”
“Do what?”
“Make this Candace’s fault.”
Rachel gave a tired little laugh.
“I’m not making anything her fault. I’m saying accidents happen. You two chose to buy an enormous expensive TV. That’s your choice.”
That was Rachel’s answer when Nick asked whether she planned to help replace it.
No.
Not because she couldn’t afford the entire amount. Not because she wanted to discuss insurance first.
Just no.
The television was ours, the boys were children, and according to Rachel, that was the end of it.
I looked at Sam again. He wouldn’t look back at me.
That bothered me.
But there were fifteen people in our house for Nick’s birthday, food getting cold on the kitchen island, and two little boys who looked terrified. I wasn’t going to interrogate children in front of the family.
“We’ll deal with it later,” I told Nick.
Rachel nodded immediately.
“Thank you. That’s all I’m saying.”
I wasn’t agreeing with her.
I just didn’t know yet what I was actually dealing with.
Nick and I had spent eleven months renovating that house. Nothing extravagant—at least it hadn’t felt extravagant while we were doing it. We refinished the hardwood floors, replaced old cabinets, painted every room ourselves, and spent three weekends installing trim because Nick refused to pay someone for something he believed he could learn from YouTube.
The TV had been our one unnecessary purchase.
Every month for six months, we put money aside for it.
Rachel knew that.
She also knew we weren’t wealthy.
But Rachel had a habit of looking at the finished product and forgetting what came before it.
When we bought a new dining table, she joked that some people had “renovation money.”
When I replaced my twelve-year-old car, she asked whether Nick had gotten a secret promotion.
When she first saw the completed kitchen, she ran her hand across the quartz counter and said, “Must be nice.”
I always laughed.
Nick sometimes didn’t.
That night, I did what I’d been doing for years.
I tried to keep the peace.
I brought the boys juice. Nick returned to his guests. Rachel carried on as though the broken TV had been an unfortunate five-minute interruption.
About twenty minutes later, I went into the kitchen for a trash bag and some paper towels.
That’s when I heard Rachel talking in the mudroom.
Her voice was low.
Sam and Wyatt were with her.
“Are we in trouble?” Sam asked.
“No, honey.”
I stopped beside the pantry.
Rachel lowered her voice even more, but the mudroom door was open.
“You did exactly what Mommy told you.”
I didn’t move.
Then she laughed softly.
“Good job. I’ll buy you toys for that.”
My hand tightened around the roll of paper towels.
Sam asked something I couldn’t hear.
Rachel answered clearly.
“No. Aunt Candace isn’t going to stay mad. She’ll get over it.”
There was a pause.
Then Wyatt said, “But the TV broke.”
“I know.”
Rachel sounded almost amused.
“They’ve got money. Look at this house. They can buy another one.”
I stood there long enough to hear Sam ask whether he could get a Lego set.
Rachel told him they’d talk about it tomorrow.
Then I walked into the mudroom.
The Boys Weren’t the Ones I Was Angry With
Rachel’s face changed the second she saw me.
Sam went quiet.
Wyatt was holding one of his mother’s hands.
I set the paper towels on the small bench by the door.
“What did you tell them to do?”
Rachel blinked.
“What?”
“The TV. What did you tell them to do?”
Sam looked at his mother again.
Rachel’s hand tightened around Wyatt’s.
“Candace, don’t start this in front of the kids.”
“Then answer me.”
“They were playing.”
“That’s not what I heard.”
She stared at me.
I could hear people laughing in the kitchen behind us. Someone had turned music on again. Nick’s birthday cake was still sitting unopened on the dining table.
Rachel glanced toward the doorway.
“You misunderstood.”
“I heard you tell them they did exactly what Mommy told them. Then you promised to buy them toys.”
Her mouth opened, but nothing came out.
Sam’s eyes filled with tears.
I crouched down so I wasn’t towering over him.
“Sam, I’m not mad at you.”
Rachel immediately stepped forward.
“Candace.”
I stood again.
“I’m talking to him.”
“He’s six.”
“I know. That’s why I’m not blaming him.”
Rachel’s face went red.
“Can we please discuss this privately?”
“We can discuss it right here.”
Nick appeared in the doorway before she could answer. He looked from me to Rachel and then at the boys.
“What’s going on?”
Rachel spoke first.
“Nothing. Candace heard part of a conversation and now she’s turning it into something it wasn’t.”
I looked at Nick.
“She told the boys to break the TV.”
He didn’t react at first.
“What?”
Rachel shook her head.
“That’s not what happened.”
“Then tell him what happened,” I said.
“They were playing with the ball.”
“Rachel.”
“They were.”
I waited.
She kept looking at Nick instead of me.
“Did you tell them to hit the TV?” he asked.
Rachel folded her arms.
“I didn’t say it like that.”
Nick’s face went still.
“How did you say it?”
